so hardcore

last sunday: i make a last minute decision to go A7X live in Malaysia
and its not a good idea because i didn't enjoying the concert to be honest
i wait for something magnificent but it didn't come

this week i'm sicker than before
starting w/my jaw got little hurt, then, i drink some syrup which make my throat scream
and the running nose which make it worse. urghh. i cry while suffering all of that
i sleep too much, wake up in a dream and my energy not charging well

trying to get rid of something impossible
hoping for any relationship that will knock my heart. knock knock who's there
my cigarette couldn't fill my lung well, it will be a big problem
i need to stop smoking or else; i will cry by depending too much on tobacco

how much i'm being pathetic for thinking i will turn to mingle as soon as possible
last night, i just remember the last ever kiss i give to my real ex girlfriend in the public
so hardcore! because the kiss was inevitable.that was the last kiss for me till now
addicted to bass dropping killing me every time the bass didn't drop well
and the amount of my dark secret was too much

Not life but good life, is to be chiefly valued